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Life is officially over for me..

Thu Jun 10, 2004, 7:06 PM
Eating: Nothing..but is chewing gum
Drinking: Coke
Feeling: Sad -cries-

My nana passed away tuesday afternoon. She was the best nana ever...She took care of me when I was sick, and when i had my foot surgery and I couldnt walk...I pray that none of you will experience what I did that morning...
I walked into the bathroom and found her laying on the floor in a puddle of her own puke..with her pants down to her knees...she looked so helpless...My dad pulled her up and put her on her side, incase she had to puke again...My teacher was there too (since im homeschooled) and she helped me pull up her pants as much as we could. She looked so helpless yet so peaceful...I called 911, and they came and that whole thing went on, and once my mom got home from work (my dad had called her to come home), we headed over to the hospital, along with my bf Mike...Hes the alltime best ever...he drove out here just so he would know that we would be ok..anyways my dad went in first and we followed, and he said the doctor had to talk to us, you know when that happens..its not good....we found out that there was no chance of my nana living...she wasnt breathing on her own...and she was bleeding on both sides of her brain...my mom went in to see my nana after they took her off the resporator...and you could see her heart rate on the monitors drop...a nurse was in there, and it seemed like none of the other nurses saw here, and she asked my mom, why dont you stay with your mom, and my mom said ive never done this before, and the nurse comforted my mom, and my mom said it felt so right to be there...just before my nana took her last breath, she looked straight at my mom, and took her last breath...this nurse had such an angelic like face and presence about it...she gave my mom a hug, and we started to walk off...this nurse didnt have on a badge like all the others did, and my bf, mike said he saw all the nurses go over to the monitors to un hook everything, and this angelic like nurse, just stood at the foot of the bed resting her hands on the table...and we never saw her again. My family believes that she, was our gaurdian angel....well theres more, but im too choked up to type...All my friends and everyone out there, I love you all, and thanks...

-Nicki

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  • Current Residence: My own sick and twisted little world, Cali
  • Interests: guitarcenter, ryan, dolliez, funny comics, anything dark, my sox!
  • Favourite movie: The Ring, Pirates Of The Carribean, Nightmare Before Christmas
  • Favourite band or musician: Tool, Kittie, Ozzy, Led Zeppelin, Blepo Armatia, Dead Kennedeys...
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal, Older Punk...
  • Favourite artist: Starweaver!!!
  • Favourite poet or writer: I have no freakin Idea
  • Favourite style of art: dunno...
  • Operating System: Windows ME -hits comp-
  • MP3 player of choice: WMP
  • Shell of choice: my own...
  • Wallpaper of choice: anything dark...
  • Skin of choice: mine...
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mickey Mouse
  • Personal Quote: Um..Your point is?

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Just stopping by on a Random Deviant Trip :).

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-SUPERHUGE HUGS- Ya know what. You need to get MSN. Noting back and forth is odd.

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>_O

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I like Jesus but I couldn't eat a whole one.
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lol its my natural color! everyone thinks i dye it...i swear, if i had a dollar for everytime someone asked me if i dye my hair...i could buy a lamborghini (however u spell it) lol XDXDXD :hug: itsok tho!

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:iconleetaylor:
thanx for adding to me your friends yeyyyyy :smooch: :kiss:

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i like the hair colour!

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The truth is you could slit my throat; and with my one last gasping breath I would apologize for bleeding on your shirt...

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:iconxpaperxkissesx:
lol tankies :hug:

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:iconpeskaa:
Welcome to deviantART! :hug:

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Lol..Thx for the welcome thingy! tehe :glomp: :hug:

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Welcome to DA, and thx for the friends list addition. :hug:

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